Friday, January 27, 2012

و بعدين ؟

نفسيتي تعبانة صارلها فترة ، من شغلي ، من انني مش قادرة اوصل للي بدي اياه و منه
امبارح كنت مبسوطة ، يمكن بس امبارح عشان كل اشي كان حوالي عم بزبط الا هو
بس اليوم بكيت ، بكيت كتير ، لاتي بلشت اوصل لمرحلة بداية النهاية ، الموضوع مش عم بتحرك من مكانه ، صارله سنة او يمكن اكتر و انا بقول بكرة بتنحل ، بكرة بنلاقي طريقة ، بس اجا بكرة و بعده و اسبوع و شهر و سنة و ما اتطور اشي ، كل اشي لسا على حاله و عم برجع لورا
لاول مرة بحط الحق عالظروف ، اهه لولا الظروف كان عالقليلة عرفت وين الله حاططني بدال ما انا على طول حاسة اني ضايعة !
لأول مرة بحس انه عملت كل اللي علي و اللي بقدر اعطيه بس ربنا ما عم ببارك الموضوع ، طب والله نيتي صافية و ما بدي الا الخير كل الخير بس ليش هيك ؟ تعبت و انا لسا مش فاهمة ليش هيك !!
صار الموضوع عندي ممل ، طب طول ما احنا بعاد و وقفنا تفكير جدي فيه ، شو رح يصير الخطوة الجاي ؟ خلص خلصت على هيك ؟ نهاية مفتوحة ؟
لايمتن و وين و كيف ؟

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

2011 was trying to be good !


Soo i was thinking this morning about my recent posts , they are all pessimistic and bad !! i thought why wouldn't write about good things that happened in 2011 either personal or general .
hmm let's see (hardly though but I'll try )

Starting from January , i remember i went to Dubai for a weekend , didn't learn much in that month , aaa i did ! i learned about the Tunisian population that they are strong , not really quite and calm as everyone else thought !

February was BAAAAADDD , oops i forgot that i had to mention good stuff !!! ok let me think , mm aa i started to prepare for my papers to start my Master's degree (which i didn't start yet ) !! , Same month was the Egyptian revolution , these people made us cry and laugh at the same time , with spirit and blood !

March , ok fine nothing special !

April , nothing much either , i failed my IELTS test - bad again !! -

May , YES it was my first time in New york , and first time ever to travel all alone knowing no one in a country , yes am crazy and i would do such things , it was amazing , i never knew i would be that brave to tour in a country without being scared , i loved the states in that month , touring around in NY , Chicago and Texas with my sister and the nephews ;)

June ,CRAP !

July , mmm ok , i was head hunted for a project to do in my company for 3 months (which i really appreciated it ! ) , attended one of my best friend's wedding , and relaxed in Amman for a week :)

August - the holy month , it was amazing , i guess i never had such greatness in my whole life, and it was my first time to go taraweeh in a mosque with dad and lailet el-qader with my neighbors !

September was a mix and match of good , and evil things :s , been to Egypt for eid , which was really great (live the "ya leilet el-eid anisteena" spirit by all means !!! )

October was even worse than June !! lost 3 friends in one week (FIGHT) , i finished my LOVELY project , and back to my boring work !

November was ok , the best of it that i was in London for one week , first time to be in that side of the world , corrected my info about UK , i thought it will be dead or not active - totally the opposite !!

December wasn't that bad , i hosted my neighbor coming from Jordan here in Qatar .,i felt optimistic to live in this place and i loved it more .


so here was my horrible year in 12 points , so i must say thanks god for the good things that occured and may the bad things pass fast so i wouldn't remember any !!

Happy 2012 people !

Thursday, December 29, 2011

بدي احكي !

اجا علي بالي من كم يوم اكتب ، جبت دفتر بس خليته فاضي ، ما بعرف لايمتى رح يضل فاضي ، بس قلت بدي اجرب تويتر
حسيت انه مكاني مش كتير صح هناك ، 114 حرف ما بكفوا لبنت بتحب الحكي زيي ، و ما بهمني كتير انه حدا من الناس اللي بعرفها بالحقيقة تعرف كل اسراري
كتبت هون اليوم لأني مخنوقة، بطلت عارفة لمين اشكي ، مش فارقة مين يقرأني هون ولا فاقة حدا يهديني ، بس يمكن لما تفرج ارجع اقرا و احمد ربي دائما و ابدا على كل اشي اعطاني اياه
مش عارفة عن مين اكتب ؟؟ كنت دايما احكيلكم عنه ، و خلصت موضوعه هون ،
اجا بعده حدا تاني و وقفت كتابة لانه زهقت اكتب عنهم و اشرككم اخبارهم ، حكتلي صاحبة الي عمرها 28 سنة اتزوجت جديد قالتلي ( بكرة ببطل عندك طاقة لاشي ولا نفس )
شكله اجا بكرة اسرع من اليوم و شكله طاقتي خلصت من زمان
شو بدي احكي كمان ؟ احكيلكم عن اني صار عمري 26 و بلشت قصص العرسان و مشاكلهم ؟
احكيلكم انه صار عمري 26 و انا بشغلي لساتني مكاني ؟
احكيلكم عنه و اديش غير فيي اشياء و اديش حياتي حتى مع اهلي تغيرت ؟
احكيلكم عنها ، اديش عم بتدايقني كل يوم و اديش مش قادرة احكي عنها لحدا لانها هي المفروض اكتر وحدة تسمعني !!!
احكيلكم عن 2011 اديش كانت غريبة ؟ و سخيفة ؟ و ما رح يمرء سنة متلها ؟
نسيت لشو انا جاي اكتب اصلا ، يلا بلكي زبطت المرة الجاي !!!

Thursday, April 07, 2011

Basically... actually... like ... you know ;)


!!! احدى ظواهر الثورة ، بس افهم مييييين هاي




Sunday, April 03, 2011

Junk mail Crap AGAIN !!!

Anyone is interested to get to know MISS FAVOUR please contact me for her email :D


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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

مفجر الثورات العربية

UPDATE :
i was discussing it with some friends on fb , they said that what he did goes under "suicide" and we shouldn't be proud of that in our religion , i told them that here we are proud of the idea itself what made to the Arab world

W allah a3lam ..



في مثل هذا اليوم من سنة 1984 ولد مفجر الثورة التونسية و الثورات العربية محمد البوعزيزي
يحتاج منا كل دعاء الرحمة، الله يرحمو و ينعمو

الفاتحة على روحه الطيبة


Thursday, March 24, 2011

Dissapointment !!!

Today and after 2 weeks of waiting , i got results of my IEALTS test , for those who dont know what it is , it's just likfe TOFEL or simply an english test when you apply for universities , i was supposed to score in 4 sections (reading ,writing , listening and speaking ) 6.5 at least in each section , but unfortunalty i missed one of them and got overall 6 !! ya allah it was such a day ...

At work i got the news late , so i left with a sad look on my face but no one really noticed , they thought it's weekend probably and am too tired to talk or do anything , on my blackberry didnt really know what to write i ended up with "قل لن يصيبنا الا ما كتب الله لنا " , cause i really blv in such time , phrases of Quran says it the best !

what made the situation worse , is that i wanted to tell my friend about it , he was also dissapointed since yesterday and doesnt want to talk , so he only said "Mabrook" ,so i felt more sad cause he couldnt help and made things WORSE !

at home mom and dad were really supportive and didnt show me any signs of "Wow that a big deal" ,it's just that u can repeat it w khlisna !

and now my stomache hurts cause i was mad the whole day :((

i hope tomorrow will be better inshallah


جمعة مباركة مقدما

Monday, March 21, 2011

Khattabeh.com

I was deleting the junkmail in my hotmail when i found this attractive ad , it speaks itself (as if they know am sooo single ) - PERFECT TIMING - loool


and you can get a discount :D

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Oldiess ---- My beloved Amman

It's been ages since i last wrote here , i went through my drafts and found this ,it was about a vacation to Amman 2 years 6 months a 2 days ago to be exact !! sometimes i wish i still have this excitment to Amman before visiting any other country but now i say

Dear Amman , with all my respect , you suck !







Guess who's coming to enjoy a great week of ramadan in beloved AMMAN ,yes its meeee yaaay and i cant belive it , ok u may all think that its not worth the 3ajga am doing for only one week , but come on its amman ppl , and am spending a full ramadani week with friends and family !!!

Any plans ? no not yet , since always my plans "taboo2 bil-fashal" so i prefer not to do any and just wait till i get the proposals of outings from my great friends ..

So - September 11th will be the day (i know wut u are all thinking ) - 6 days till i'll be in my lovely house , great garden and beloved city.

enjoy the holy month people ..

Thursday, March 03, 2011

لساتني عايشة

اليوم خطر على بالي ارجع اقرا بوست قديم ، مش عارفة بظن عمره سنة تقريبا ، كان أحمد اخو حازم توفى بوقتها و انا حكيت معه علشان اطمن على صاحبنا ، كان يومها حسب ما بتذكر (و قبل ما اقرا البوست) احككيله اشتقتلك أد الدنيا


مع انه كان بوقتها في حدا تاني كان بحاول يفوت بحياتي ، عمري ما حكيت عنه هون ، يمكن لانه عمري ما تخيلت اوصل لهاي المرحلة
تخيلوا انه خلال اقل من سنة يصير معنا احداث كتيرة كان ممكن تخلص باقل من شهر او يمكن اسبوع او حتي 24 ساعة

اجا عبالي افضفض ، و انا دايما بحب احكي كل اشي ، انا عبارة عن كتاب مقروء ، ببين علي الزعل على طول لاني دايما بضحك ، مع اني كمان دايما بشكي بس برضى بسرعة

اليوم بطلت قادرة اشكي ، حتى لحالي ، مش عارفة شو عم بصير الصراحة ، مش عارفة ليش كل اشي عم بتلخبط بدقيقة مع انه بكون حاسة انه اموري ما في احسن منها من قبل 5 دقايق بس

زهقت من الشكوى و من البكى ، زهقت من كترة الاحداث اللي بتصير معي و في اسرع ما يكون !!دايما عم بفتش على اشي جديد بس انا نفسي مش عارفة شو هو

"تعبت من "يللا ما بدنا نفرح فيكي" ؟؟ "يللا ما في حواليكي حدا " أو أهبل تعليق "يللا شديلنا حيلك

لا في حدا و راح من ورا نصيحة كل حدا و أي حدا عم بتدخل بحياتي ، من ورا كل حدا عملي اكتئاب بس مجرد انه نفسي اشكي ، كان في حدا عمري ما حكيت عنه لانه المثل بقول "داري على شمعتك تقيد" و انا شمعتي طفت من قيل ما تقيد و لسة ما كمل الموضوع السنة

اليوم انا ضعيفة و اضعف من اني حتى اكمل كتابة لأني بطلت قادرة احدد من وين المشكلة و كيف اكمل

....


Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Am I Ready Yet ?!

This week was the weirdest ! i never liked to talk alot about such issues specially here but it's ust a feminine general topic which is "Al-3arees" !!!

Am the youngest in my family , and as i mentioned in my previous post , it's been 3 years for me living in Qatar with my parents , for me 3ersan is kind of monqarideen :D which something am happy with , cause when i hear the girls stories about meeting a new person every once in a while and how you should be nice and look cute every time , it's really sooo not me !!!

so this week i got 3 at the same time !!! can u believe it , from nothing to 3 , it's kinda funny !! 2 saw me and they asked to see me again , and one is my friend's friend and she saw that we match !!

it's something new for me , at the beginning i laughed dunno why but then i thought , Am i ready ? to handle such responsibilities , am i ready to commit ?! am a bit 3aneedeh and spoiled so can i handle the idea of someone tells me dont do this and do that ?? iffft

how u know when u will be ready ?!

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Three Years !

It's been a long time since i last wrote here ,Vacation Ramadan and Eid , lot's of action , lot's of ups and downs but at the end , el-7amdellah all is good :)

so today is September 16th 2010 , 3 years ago i came back from Jordan to settle in Qatar for good , 3 years back i used to cry every now and then because i miss my friends and my normal life.

i didnt know back then that i will reach the level of "not into"Amman anymore , of loving travelling around more than anything else , and of having a multinational friends which widen my knowledge.

It's also been three years since my sister got married and am home alone living with mom and dad , i thought it will be difficult , but realized that i have the greatest old friend (mom ) and the perfect supporter at all my depression times (dad).


3 good years and waiting for the best to come :)

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Cairo and the wedding arrangments ..


Here i am again , blogging from Cairo this time , motaz's (the bride's brother) room , a couple of days ago it was one of my great and best friend's wedding , Sally was amazing that day , the dress the wedding the groom everything was simply cute and great .

i felt that am really a bridemaid for sally , i finished up from my saloon and went to pick her up to go to the wedding place so she can have shots before the wedding outdoor , it was a hectic day but yet amazing .

back to Cairo's wedding (Sara) today is the Henna , i arrived yesterday , got my bridemaid dress done and ready to go , am really excited , since it's something new and there's a singer coming kaman for one hour (Mahmoud esseily) !! so let the party begin :)

3o2bal el-3ayzeeen ya wlaaaad ;)

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Blogging From the Airport .

yes yes am heading to Amman , blogging from dubai airport since am flying "fly Dubai" , the flight is hectic , Doha - Dubai @ 3:30 AM , then tranist in Dubai airport 5 hours , yup till 10:15 ,then off to Amman to arrive at 12:30 .

in doha airport i started reading a new book , (didnt finish nessyane.com yet) but i found this at home and i thought let's give it a try , my book is called "Chicago" but the arabic version for "3ala2 al-aswani " - the writer of Yaqoubian Buildings. i liked his way of writing since then and how he goes through details , i adore details.

so here i am in Dubai airport , terminal 2 , which means BORING to death , it's 6:30 UAE time which means 4 hours left ... !!! ifffffffffffffff.

I have a feeling that this summer is going to be good , actually great i have one of my best friend's wedding in Jordan and another in Egypt , where i will be the bridemaid :D and yes am heading again to Cairo this summer but a short one this time only 4 days to witness the first egyption wedding in my life .. :)


EXCITMENT !!

Happy Holiday People ..

Monday, July 12, 2010

A simple wish .. :)

I want to go back to the time when "GETTING HIGH" meant "on a swing", when "DRINKING" meant "apple juice",
when "LOVE" was "mom's hug",
when "dad's shoulder" was "THE HIGHEST PLACE ON EARTH",
when my "WORST ENEMIES" were "siblings",
when the only thing that could "HURT" were "skinned knees", when the only things "BROKEN" were my "toys",
and when "GOODBYES" only meant "till tomorrow''....

Saturday, July 10, 2010

و انسيه كما ينسى الرجال


جبت معاي من مصر كتاب أحلام اكيد معظمكم قارئينوا او عالقليلة سامعين عنه
وقت اشتريته كنت بسيتي ستارز مع صديق مصري قام مسك الكتاب و صار يحكي " ازاي يعني يحظر بيعه للرجال ؟ طب انا عايز اقراه" قلتله "يا سيدي اتفضل."

فتح اول صفحة و قرا" احبيه كما لم تحب امرأة و انسيه كما ينسى الرجال" قاللي "ايه دا يا لطيف يعني احنا ما بنعرفش نحب ؟ " قلتله "يمكن مش متل المراة بس اكيد انتوا بتنسوا اسرع مننا"

عنجد هالسؤال دايما نفسي اسأله ، كيف يعني بين يوم و ليلة ببطل يرد الأخ عالتلفون و هو لسة امبارح مش عارف ينام غير على صوت حبيبته !

كيف بكون مشتائلها كتير و فجأة بصير دايما مشغول و مش فاضي يرد !!

القصص اللي كاتبة عنها احلام بتدايق كتير ، عم بقرأ الكتاب كل فترة و فترة ، و ما بنكر انه اكتر من مرة دمعت و بكيت ، لأنه جد بدايق ، تخيلت حالي مكانهن (لا سمح الله) كان اكيد انجنيت !!

يا رجال الله يسامحكم و يا بنات الله يكون بعونكم :(

Monday, July 05, 2010

Finally Dubai !!

!!!لأول مرة بحياتي بعمل اشي و انا مش كتير مقتنعة في

...دبي عمري ما اقتنعت اروحها ، لأني اصلا عايشة بدولة خليجية و مش حاسة في فرق ، بالذات انه اهلي ما شجعوني

اتفقنا انا و سمر نروح مع بعض بما انه هي اخوها ساكن هناك و بدها تغير جو ، ما بدي احكيلكم هن دبي اد ما بدي احكي عن مغامراتنا مع !!! بعض
...من قصص الشوبينج الفاشل ، لقصص المترو اللي هلك من شوفتنا يوميا ابو 3-4 مرات من قصصي اللي وجعتلها راسها فيها
كانت رحلة قصيرة ، 4 أيام ، بس جد ما بنتسوا
بالنسبة لدبي كبلد كانت عادية لالي يمكن لاني انا بحب الطبيعة و شفتها بالمغرب و لبنان ، او حياة العجقة و الاثار اللي شفتها بمصر خلتني اكره الحياة الاصطناعية اللي بدبي

قبل ما اروح سمر حكتلي كلمة ما رح انساها ابدا
"صحبتك حلوة كتير و ما بنزهق منك ، you are fun to be with "و اكيد هي كمان ...

الحمدلله :)

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Would you cry ,if you saw me crying ?!

أنا من الناس اللي بعشق البكى ، كتير بحب ابكي و اي اشي بصير بزكرني بموقف قديم لازم افرط عياط !!!
الغريب بالموضوع كمان اني كتير عصبية و بصرخ عندما يلزم الأمرو لما ييجي اشي لازم ابكي عليه بمسك حالي بطريقة عجيبة و العكس
صحيح

اللي خلاني اكتب الموضوع انه اليوم الصبح كنت طالعة مع صحباتي ، وحدة منهم عرسها بشهر 7 و كلنا اعدنا نحكي شو بدنا نعمل بالعرس و شو بدنا نلبس ، في وحدة معنا بريطانية بتحكي :" انا بالعادة ببكي بالأعراس " فأناا بقلها "لأ بس ما تبكي قدامي" و صرنا نضحك ، بعد بشوي سرحت و تخيلت حالي جد بالعرس و بلشت ادمع !!! يا الله

بس رحت عالبيت عم بحكي لحدا من اصحابي القصة ، قاللي انتي تبكي ما بصدق ، و على اشي سخيف !! مستحيل !! و أقوله والله هيك صار ، قاللي نفسي اشوفك مش ، هو دايما شوفني يا بضحك يا معصبة :)

صح حلو البكى ؟؟ بريح كتير بحس ...


Monday, June 07, 2010

What should i write ?!

I wanted to write a post , but i have no idea what exactly i have to write about !

Shall i tell you about egypt and how i loved this country and become more attached to it whenever i go.

Shall i tell you about a friend who we chat on msn during all the working day and all night and now am addicted to her!

Shall i tell you about the sad situation of our parents and families in Gaza and wondering till when they will keep on suffering ?

Shall i tell about a person who helped me to get over someone and now i have to get over him ! (its not easy )

Shall i tell you about the offer i rejected with a double salary of my current one because our arabic culture . ( i dont regret it though !)

Shall i tell you about my great company which keeps on surprising us with staff meetings and tranings and good bonuses everyone in a while.

Shall i tell you about how am not missing amman anymore ! and not really excited about the summer vacation !

Shall i tell you about the weddings i will attend in summer and how mom wishes everyday to see me in their lace sometimes near !

what else shall i tell you more about ?

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Another kind of music !

am addicted these days to this one too !

Enjoy ...