Friday, January 27, 2012

و بعدين ؟

نفسيتي تعبانة صارلها فترة ، من شغلي ، من انني مش قادرة اوصل للي بدي اياه و منه
امبارح كنت مبسوطة ، يمكن بس امبارح عشان كل اشي كان حوالي عم بزبط الا هو
بس اليوم بكيت ، بكيت كتير ، لاتي بلشت اوصل لمرحلة بداية النهاية ، الموضوع مش عم بتحرك من مكانه ، صارله سنة او يمكن اكتر و انا بقول بكرة بتنحل ، بكرة بنلاقي طريقة ، بس اجا بكرة و بعده و اسبوع و شهر و سنة و ما اتطور اشي ، كل اشي لسا على حاله و عم برجع لورا
لاول مرة بحط الحق عالظروف ، اهه لولا الظروف كان عالقليلة عرفت وين الله حاططني بدال ما انا على طول حاسة اني ضايعة !
لأول مرة بحس انه عملت كل اللي علي و اللي بقدر اعطيه بس ربنا ما عم ببارك الموضوع ، طب والله نيتي صافية و ما بدي الا الخير كل الخير بس ليش هيك ؟ تعبت و انا لسا مش فاهمة ليش هيك !!
صار الموضوع عندي ممل ، طب طول ما احنا بعاد و وقفنا تفكير جدي فيه ، شو رح يصير الخطوة الجاي ؟ خلص خلصت على هيك ؟ نهاية مفتوحة ؟
لايمتن و وين و كيف ؟

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

2011 was trying to be good !


Soo i was thinking this morning about my recent posts , they are all pessimistic and bad !! i thought why wouldn't write about good things that happened in 2011 either personal or general .
hmm let's see (hardly though but I'll try )

Starting from January , i remember i went to Dubai for a weekend , didn't learn much in that month , aaa i did ! i learned about the Tunisian population that they are strong , not really quite and calm as everyone else thought !

February was BAAAAADDD , oops i forgot that i had to mention good stuff !!! ok let me think , mm aa i started to prepare for my papers to start my Master's degree (which i didn't start yet ) !! , Same month was the Egyptian revolution , these people made us cry and laugh at the same time , with spirit and blood !

March , ok fine nothing special !

April , nothing much either , i failed my IELTS test - bad again !! -

May , YES it was my first time in New york , and first time ever to travel all alone knowing no one in a country , yes am crazy and i would do such things , it was amazing , i never knew i would be that brave to tour in a country without being scared , i loved the states in that month , touring around in NY , Chicago and Texas with my sister and the nephews ;)

June ,CRAP !

July , mmm ok , i was head hunted for a project to do in my company for 3 months (which i really appreciated it ! ) , attended one of my best friend's wedding , and relaxed in Amman for a week :)

August - the holy month , it was amazing , i guess i never had such greatness in my whole life, and it was my first time to go taraweeh in a mosque with dad and lailet el-qader with my neighbors !

September was a mix and match of good , and evil things :s , been to Egypt for eid , which was really great (live the "ya leilet el-eid anisteena" spirit by all means !!! )

October was even worse than June !! lost 3 friends in one week (FIGHT) , i finished my LOVELY project , and back to my boring work !

November was ok , the best of it that i was in London for one week , first time to be in that side of the world , corrected my info about UK , i thought it will be dead or not active - totally the opposite !!

December wasn't that bad , i hosted my neighbor coming from Jordan here in Qatar .,i felt optimistic to live in this place and i loved it more .


so here was my horrible year in 12 points , so i must say thanks god for the good things that occured and may the bad things pass fast so i wouldn't remember any !!

Happy 2012 people !

Thursday, December 29, 2011

بدي احكي !

اجا علي بالي من كم يوم اكتب ، جبت دفتر بس خليته فاضي ، ما بعرف لايمتى رح يضل فاضي ، بس قلت بدي اجرب تويتر
حسيت انه مكاني مش كتير صح هناك ، 114 حرف ما بكفوا لبنت بتحب الحكي زيي ، و ما بهمني كتير انه حدا من الناس اللي بعرفها بالحقيقة تعرف كل اسراري
كتبت هون اليوم لأني مخنوقة، بطلت عارفة لمين اشكي ، مش فارقة مين يقرأني هون ولا فاقة حدا يهديني ، بس يمكن لما تفرج ارجع اقرا و احمد ربي دائما و ابدا على كل اشي اعطاني اياه
مش عارفة عن مين اكتب ؟؟ كنت دايما احكيلكم عنه ، و خلصت موضوعه هون ،
اجا بعده حدا تاني و وقفت كتابة لانه زهقت اكتب عنهم و اشرككم اخبارهم ، حكتلي صاحبة الي عمرها 28 سنة اتزوجت جديد قالتلي ( بكرة ببطل عندك طاقة لاشي ولا نفس )
شكله اجا بكرة اسرع من اليوم و شكله طاقتي خلصت من زمان
شو بدي احكي كمان ؟ احكيلكم عن اني صار عمري 26 و بلشت قصص العرسان و مشاكلهم ؟
احكيلكم انه صار عمري 26 و انا بشغلي لساتني مكاني ؟
احكيلكم عنه و اديش غير فيي اشياء و اديش حياتي حتى مع اهلي تغيرت ؟
احكيلكم عنها ، اديش عم بتدايقني كل يوم و اديش مش قادرة احكي عنها لحدا لانها هي المفروض اكتر وحدة تسمعني !!!
احكيلكم عن 2011 اديش كانت غريبة ؟ و سخيفة ؟ و ما رح يمرء سنة متلها ؟
نسيت لشو انا جاي اكتب اصلا ، يلا بلكي زبطت المرة الجاي !!!

Thursday, April 07, 2011

Basically... actually... like ... you know ;)


!!! احدى ظواهر الثورة ، بس افهم مييييين هاي




Sunday, April 03, 2011

Junk mail Crap AGAIN !!!

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Tuesday, March 29, 2011

مفجر الثورات العربية

UPDATE :
i was discussing it with some friends on fb , they said that what he did goes under "suicide" and we shouldn't be proud of that in our religion , i told them that here we are proud of the idea itself what made to the Arab world

W allah a3lam ..



في مثل هذا اليوم من سنة 1984 ولد مفجر الثورة التونسية و الثورات العربية محمد البوعزيزي
يحتاج منا كل دعاء الرحمة، الله يرحمو و ينعمو

الفاتحة على روحه الطيبة


Thursday, March 24, 2011

Dissapointment !!!

Today and after 2 weeks of waiting , i got results of my IEALTS test , for those who dont know what it is , it's just likfe TOFEL or simply an english test when you apply for universities , i was supposed to score in 4 sections (reading ,writing , listening and speaking ) 6.5 at least in each section , but unfortunalty i missed one of them and got overall 6 !! ya allah it was such a day ...

At work i got the news late , so i left with a sad look on my face but no one really noticed , they thought it's weekend probably and am too tired to talk or do anything , on my blackberry didnt really know what to write i ended up with "قل لن يصيبنا الا ما كتب الله لنا " , cause i really blv in such time , phrases of Quran says it the best !

what made the situation worse , is that i wanted to tell my friend about it , he was also dissapointed since yesterday and doesnt want to talk , so he only said "Mabrook" ,so i felt more sad cause he couldnt help and made things WORSE !

at home mom and dad were really supportive and didnt show me any signs of "Wow that a big deal" ,it's just that u can repeat it w khlisna !

and now my stomache hurts cause i was mad the whole day :((

i hope tomorrow will be better inshallah


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