UPDATE :
i was discussing it with some friends on fb , they said that what he did goes under "suicide" and we shouldn't be proud of that in our religion , i told them that here we are proud of the idea itself what made to the Arab world
W allah a3lam ..
Today and after 2 weeks of waiting , i got results of my IEALTS test , for those who dont know what it is , it's just likfe TOFEL or simply an english test when you apply for universities , i was supposed to score in 4 sections (reading ,writing , listening and speaking ) 6.5 at least in each section , but unfortunalty i missed one of them and got overall 6 !! ya allah it was such a day ...
At work i got the news late , so i left with a sad look on my face but no one really noticed , they thought it's weekend probably and am too tired to talk or do anything , on my blackberry didnt really know what to write i ended up with "قل لن يصيبنا الا ما كتب الله لنا " , cause i really blv in such time , phrases of Quran says it the best !
what made the situation worse , is that i wanted to tell my friend about it , he was also dissapointed since yesterday and doesnt want to talk , so he only said "Mabrook" ,so i felt more sad cause he couldnt help and made things WORSE !
at home mom and dad were really supportive and didnt show me any signs of "Wow that a big deal" ,it's just that u can repeat it w khlisna !
and now my stomache hurts cause i was mad the whole day :((
i hope tomorrow will be better inshallah
جمعة مباركة مقدما
It's been ages since i last wrote here , i went through my drafts and found this ,it was about a vacation to Amman 2 years 6 months a 2 days ago to be exact !! sometimes i wish i still have this excitment to Amman before visiting any other country but now i say
Dear Amman , with all my respect , you suck !
Guess who's coming to enjoy a great week of ramadan in beloved AMMAN ,yes its meeee yaaay and i cant belive it , ok u may all think that its not worth the 3ajga am doing for only one week , but come on its amman ppl , and am spending a full ramadani week with friends and family !!!
Any plans ? no not yet , since always my plans "taboo2 bil-fashal" so i prefer not to do any and just wait till i get the proposals of outings from my great friends ..
So - September 11th will be the day (i know wut u are all thinking ) - 6 days till i'll be in my lovely house , great garden and beloved city.
enjoy the holy month people ..
This week was the weirdest ! i never liked to talk alot about such issues specially here but it's ust a feminine general topic which is "Al-3arees" !!!
Am the youngest in my family , and as i mentioned in my previous post , it's been 3 years for me living in Qatar with my parents , for me 3ersan is kind of monqarideen :D which something am happy with , cause when i hear the girls stories about meeting a new person every once in a while and how you should be nice and look cute every time , it's really sooo not me !!!
so this week i got 3 at the same time !!! can u believe it , from nothing to 3 , it's kinda funny !! 2 saw me and they asked to see me again , and one is my friend's friend and she saw that we match !!
it's something new for me , at the beginning i laughed dunno why but then i thought , Am i ready ? to handle such responsibilities , am i ready to commit ?! am a bit 3aneedeh and spoiled so can i handle the idea of someone tells me dont do this and do that ?? iffft
how u know when u will be ready ?!
It's been a long time since i last wrote here ,Vacation Ramadan and Eid , lot's of action , lot's of ups and downs but at the end , el-7amdellah all is good :)
so today is September 16th 2010 , 3 years ago i came back from Jordan to settle in Qatar for good , 3 years back i used to cry every now and then because i miss my friends and my normal life.
i didnt know back then that i will reach the level of "not into"Amman anymore , of loving travelling around more than anything else , and of having a multinational friends which widen my knowledge.
It's also been three years since my sister got married and am home alone living with mom and dad , i thought it will be difficult , but realized that i have the greatest old friend (mom ) and the perfect supporter at all my depression times (dad).
3 good years and waiting for the best to come :)